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i'd wished everything would end-
I have so much resentment, but i'll keep it to myself for a while. History Standard Test on Wednesday was disastrous. What i've studied didn't really came out in the test, only some. I think i'll fail. ): Got back Maths Test. Was scared that i'll fail as there are only 11 passes. I got a 10. Just passed. ): Not good! I wasn't in the mood to do anything. Like someone said, everything happens for a reason. So i believe what happened, happened for a reason. :) Ohyah. A kind lady from our school drop Carissa and i at Esatpoint! She didn't even want us to pay for some of the cab fare. How nice of her.
I fell down on Thursday! In school! Haha. So weird. Got back progress card on Thursday. I didn't fail any. Oh! I've improved! :) My mood remained unchange although i'd improved. I wasn't in the mood to talk initially. So much had happened in school. I couldn't even force a smile. Had band. Was fine, i guess. :)
Stayed back with Carina, lunched opposite school and went back to class. We had a one-to-one talk. :) Was quite fun. We sort of poured out all our sorrows onto each other. Not all sorrows. :)
As much as i want to, i just don't think i can forget it. Its difficult trying to hold on. Am i the one at fault? I didn't mean to ignore you. I just didn't have the mood to talk, that's all. When you told me to smile, i looked away because i couldn't force one out. I'm sorry if you think that i'm angry or that i'm trying to ignore you. Moreover, you didn't understand the whole situation. You also didn't understand how i felt. And even if i described the feeling to you, i doubt you'll understand.
I've thought about it. Maybe i should just accept the cruel reality and move on with life. Its useless having to face all these problems feeling lost. Rather than having to be sad or lost about it, why not erase them from my mind? I thought it would be the best solution.
I have a feeling what Meredith said was true. She said that maybe i was always happy last time, never sad or encounter any problems before. And now, all of a sudden, problems came pouring in. Maybe i don't know how to deal with it so became stressed. But its okay, i'm trying to erase the entire thing out of my mind now. :)
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i'd wished everything would end-
I have so much resentment, but i'll keep it to myself for a while. History Standard Test on Wednesday was disastrous. What i've studied didn't really came out in the test, only some. I think i'll fail. ): Got back Maths Test. Was scared that i'll fail as there are only 11 passes. I got a 10. Just passed. ): Not good! I wasn't in the mood to do anything. Like someone said, everything happens for a reason. So i believe what happened, happened for a reason. :) Ohyah. A kind lady from our school drop Carissa and i at Esatpoint! She didn't even want us to pay for some of the cab fare. How nice of her.
I fell down on Thursday! In school! Haha. So weird. Got back progress card on Thursday. I didn't fail any. Oh! I've improved! :) My mood remained unchange although i'd improved. I wasn't in the mood to talk initially. So much had happened in school. I couldn't even force a smile. Had band. Was fine, i guess. :)
Stayed back with Carina, lunched opposite school and went back to class. We had a one-to-one talk. :) Was quite fun. We sort of poured out all our sorrows onto each other. Not all sorrows. :)
As much as i want to, i just don't think i can forget it. Its difficult trying to hold on. Am i the one at fault? I didn't mean to ignore you. I just didn't have the mood to talk, that's all. When you told me to smile, i looked away because i couldn't force one out. I'm sorry if you think that i'm angry or that i'm trying to ignore you. Moreover, you didn't understand the whole situation. You also didn't understand how i felt. And even if i described the feeling to you, i doubt you'll understand.
I've thought about it. Maybe i should just accept the cruel reality and move on with life. Its useless having to face all these problems feeling lost. Rather than having to be sad or lost about it, why not erase them from my mind? I thought it would be the best solution.
I have a feeling what Meredith said was true. She said that maybe i was always happy last time, never sad or encounter any problems before. And now, all of a sudden, problems came pouring in. Maybe i don't know how to deal with it so became stressed. But its okay, i'm trying to erase the entire thing out of my mind now. :)
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