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Alex
Amanda
Amelyn
Aralin
Bern
Carina
Chin Teck
Chloe
Daryl
Debi
Ezra
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Heather
Jeremy
Jolene
Juey
Keisha
Oliver
Rachel
Raquel
Ray
Sam
Sherilyn
Trina
Yy

thankyou.

I need someone. Someone who understands me; someone who knows everything about me; someone who knows how to comfort me; someone who know how to advice me; someone whom i can trust and will listen to. No one knows what i'm feeling. No one understands the suffering and hardship i'm going through. I know of someone who fits into all these criteria. God. In order to find answers to all those confusing, terrifying questions i'm wondering, i have to die. When i die, i'll see God. Andi'll know the answers to all those questions. But sometimes, death is not the only solution. I do have a friend whom i regard dearly as a very true friend. I discussed about this with her. She told me to be strong and not think too much. I told her i'm trying. She told me two phrases which touched me deeply. She also told me lots of encouraging sentences which made me cry. I cried because her sentence made me thought back. I thought about what i did last time and i was guilty. I promised to change. And i will. Thankyou, Roxane.