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dailies

Alex
Amanda
Amelyn
Aralin
Bern
Carina
Chin Teck
Chloe
Daryl
Debi
Ezra
Fee
Heather
Jeremy
Jolene
Juey
Keisha
Oliver
Rachel
Raquel
Ray
Sam
Sherilyn
Trina
Yy

You made me feel worse. You think I didn't felt any worser? I tried to comfort myself. I did. But you had to bring all my positive feelings down, and my negative feelings up. I know it isn't good. I know. You think I'm happy with it? Well, NO. I am not. As if my day wasn't enough.

You are mean. So so so mean. You think its fun? No, I do not think so. I wasn't even in a good mood. You always do this to me. Always. When I'm not fun, you'll show me "that face". Hi, I am sorry if I offended you. But I can't always play along with you. I. Myself. Have feelings too. Please show some consideration? I'm sorry, but you made my day worse too.

You are, indescribable. Just stop it with everything. I did! Or at least, I am trying hard to. You keep saying it. Just... Stop. Maybe even forget. Everything. Even the people involved. I hope you stop trying to make me feel worse about myself. I know you mean good. I do. But.. everything's got to stop now.

Sometimes, I feel like I don't even exist in this world. Its just so hard to play along with you guys. All of you will like, side yourselves, and go against me. Its hurtful you know. I can't treat it as a joke, or anything. I'm sorry, I just can't take it anymore. & I don't exist in YOUR world. Yeah, I'm all alone, all by myself. Do y'all care? Nope. Its always like this. Since last year. I feel so small. I feel even smaller than what I actually am. I find it so hard to tell all of you stuff now. Its just so difficult. None of you care, so I just feel like I'm talking to myself...

Labels: Existence